The Ego’s Final Card In It’s Deck of Destruction

Personal share. I am returning after 35 years away to my personal desired place to live: Sacramento. I am going there to get a feel of where I am going to live specifically this coming September and my lease expires September 2023.
During the next year I will be releasing 3 businesses and a whole lot of shit that I haven’t looked at even with my intense introspection.
It’s interesting for me to note that my oldest friend in Sacramento is going into a care facility at the end of this month and refuses to see anyone not related to her. It’s interesting to me because she use to be my motivation to being successful. Now that I am successful she departed from my life. This took place with her 4th stroke 3 years ago actually.
Did I cause her deterioration in health and emotional/mental issues? NOPE. I still envision us together as dear friends going on adventures all over the Sacramento area. I will always love her.
Death is the old man’s/ego’s final card in it’s deck of destruction. It happens when we are in the doorway of the final shift to the new script. Friendships leave. People and animals die. Do not grieve and keep these people forever in your hearts. And accept their decision to depart.